Yes, I miss you and to be honest I still think we could have made it through. I was tempted to call you every single day but why should I if you didn’t want me anymore? It’s funny that I still want you after everything but it’s okay. I was in love, deeply in fact. I know it’s not easy to move on but I didn’t know it’s gonna be this hard. I thought by this time I’m completely over you but I guess there is still a part of me that will always wait for you. Sometimes I cry at night not because I want you back but because of the feeling that maybe I will never get over you. Ever. It’s really hard to think about someone else and love them this much. I’m afraid that one day someone great comes and I still have this feeling for you. But I guess it’s okay. I maybe going slow but I swear I’m moving on. I’m happy that I’m not miserable anymore, I’m glad that I don’t cry anymore but I know deep down that the scar you made is still bleeding but a part of it is healing. I’m not bitter anymore.
I’m happy that you’ve moved on and found someone new. I’m really happy for the both of you.
You will always be the first guy I ever love this much.
